忙盲茫....

忙! 忙! 忙~! 有时真的不知道自己到底在忙什么？为了什么而忙？为了忙而忙？
或许真的为了忘记某些事而忙... 不过也“忙”了将近四年...

迈人第四年了~却还没完全把她忘记...不敢追求新的对象，只因还没完全放下..'
也象某个junior所说的...
"If u really like him/her, u won't be hard-hearted enough to say break up with him so easily...like playing a game of ur relationship"
”如果你真的喜欢她，你不会轻易说分就分...“

我也不想为了“恋爱”而“恋爱”....
这样做对女生不公平...
除了这原因之外，我找不到什么原因了...也许又回到老掉牙的原因吧？
“专心在课业上”....
Animation diploma 课程第二年了！还没有自己最满意的代表作...
有时更觉得时不于我的感觉... 当年对影片制作和剪接的热诚与现在相比冷却了许多...
有外来因数的影响啦，时机啦，渐变成艺术/动画路线啦....无形中改变了初衷...
看到junior的代表作一个接一个，再看回自己........

也许真的要让自己忙，忘记所有...
更让自己早点找到突破，寻找回自己当初对影片制作的赤子之心和创造自己的个人的代表作 ！ ！ ！ ！ ！

BlackzAngel's Production E.S.T 2007-2010
*成立三周年aka失恋三周年... Hoorray!

Congratulation, anyway ....
Yours Anniversary~
November 15, 2010 * 2days after my birthday~ How nice and accurate it is ...


2011 CNY Kosas gathering ... everything is gonna be ending ...
A general and FINAL ENDING ...

Busy Hell .... T3T

Wah Wah Wah ! ! ! ! ! Too many " Ass " in my hand now !
Until nid close my facebook account.... T3T
It's still can contact me via msn and phone ....

My current Assignment Emergency Alert is level 5 .... and keep rising and rising!!!
Really scare I can't handle it all ....

Currently Projects are :
-Animation Showreel feat. English Presentation
-2D Animation feat. Flash Game
-Storyboard - Cinematic
-Short story feat. "myself"

Preparing Projects aka Final Assignments :
-Experimental Video ~
-Short Movie ~ "Hands Up" with featuring Xiao Lan

Delay Project :
-Son Of Osiris_Horus Advance Modelling Reel

Extra Projects:
+BlackzAngel Production Flying Logo
+B_Angel's Animaion Flying Logo
+JWalker Motion Graphic

In 2011, there will be two subsidaries of BlackzAngel Production -

Proudly Present :
1] B_Angel's Animation~
Mainly focus on 2D and 3D Animation video.

2] JWalker
Graphic · Motion · Design

BlackzAngel Production will only on video directing and art direction~

The Day of BREAK THROUGH FINALLY Is C.o.m.i.n.g!!!
COMING SOON IN 2011 ... Stay Tuned~

Yup~
Happy 20th birthday to Myself!!!!


Actually not very like this "Birthday" song . . . . . sound more like "break up" song .... XXX




My favourite Birthday song since I was kindergarden o^^o
Oh yea! This song almost same age with me ....

Birthday Wish?
HA~ Still that old wish :
1) Break through of artsense and editting skill
2) World Peace (wOw, such a great wish ever !!!! XD)
3) Dream come true

Okay ... that's it ~~
Happy Birthday to another Daseinian too >>>> Jeff!

Hwang Mi Hee ♥ ♥ ♥ =o^^o=

My lovely 女神~ Hwang Mi Hee !!

Actually I accidentally found her when I was in BSC ~ when I finding some portrait sketching and sport car reference....

She's a korean sport car model ~

Birthday : January 21 1982

**Isit Pisces ??? ISIT ???!?!? SCREAM!!!!!

Fall in LOVE when I first time saw her ...

I had sketched her for a period and one of my Hwang Mi Hee sketch hit KC highest sketching mark that time o^^o

My Favourite Hwang Mi Hee sketching .

She Always Perfect Match with Cars!

Why I never thought do something like this for my surrealism assignment before?See you guys~! ! ! =D

Have a series Exclusive Hwang Mi Hee + Sport Car Pictures been downloaded in my computer ...

A stress relief for me when I do my 3D assignments until bored and stucked ..... It really help ...XD

New Sem START~

Infinity Idea Is NEEDED Urgent !!!!!

A week just passed , knew all the new subjects requirements and flowing~

And Finally ~ YES!!!! Got Video Ah !!!!!

My Break Through of Video Editting is C.O.M.I.N.G .... TT

Have my K.I.V video proposal in my hand now ~ Hope really can used for my Final VFX with successful~ =D

· BlackzAngel 2011 Production · THE REFORMING

Creative Studio Associated with Short Movie
Storyboard Associated with Character Design3

WOW~ This sem really need a lots of idea/concept and storyboard .... @@
Challenging ...^^

P/S : Congratulation to Our Animation Lecturer Mr Chong Chin Yen ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Congratulation about the marriage! 10.10.10 ! What a significant ~ That's the reason of cancel our class on the first week~ =D

Memory Will Always a Memory 回忆终还是回忆...

还记得小学时候多么的无忧无虑.... 有很多小学时代的“死党”，当中有男生也有女生....


在众多小学要好的女生当中... “她” 依旧在我心当中占了很大的位置....





印象中，好像二年纪就认识了！当时的我真是顽皮透顶~（在七月的小学聚会里，他们也是这样说....）没什么要好的朋友，当中就对“她”有莫名的好感.. **也许这就是所谓的“一见钟情”吧？对她伸出友好之手但好像不受理会哦...还写了蛮多类型“情书”/ “贺年片”的东西.... 隐隐约约有什么“年年有余”的祝贺？哈哈！


之后和“她”渐渐成为好友，也许是一起上过几年的语文进修班吧？调皮捣蛋的我依旧爱捉弄别人，“她”也不例外...常常因为太过分而不理睬我...但向“她”道歉之后依旧和好如初....





“她”的生日~ 13/3/1990 ：双鱼座 ...





我的生日~13/11/1990：天蝎座 ...





据说这两个的星座是决配哦！难怪“她”对我有莫名的好感咯！说也蛮巧的！2月的13日和11月13日之间准准相差8个月哦！！！！我们和另一位13日生日的黄国豪还组成“13号外星人”喔~！**什么组合嘛！hahaha!


“她”生日,都会尽力送些生日卡啊,小礼物啊...最后一次好像是六年级吧？


毕业后，Form1, 还有打个电话向她祝贺哦...还记得“她”说我的声音变了...发育嘛~


Form2, 尝试想约“她”出来...可是“她”家里的电话怎么打也打不通了... 以为我和“她”之间的缘分就这样结束了....没想到....





Form5 到"阿诚' 的Add Math补习中心重遇"她"！也重遇很多小学的朋友：丽年，志鸿，子民等... "她" 变了许多, 变高了，变... 美了... “她”的出现，竟会泛起我心中的涟漪...贸然向丽年打听“她”的手提电话....传讯息....发现我们再也不是当初无所不谈了.... 叹息时间真的会坠毁一切...之后再也没和“她”讯息了....也在一次电话当机，修理之后永远失去“她”的电话......








今年，加入面子书又再次意外的找到“她”！出奇的心中的涟漪再次泛起....但发现“她”已经有了男友...心中五味杂陈...替“她”高兴另一方面也有种莫名的失落感....天啊！我到底怎么了？？？？都将近十年了！！“她”是其中一位会随时泛起我心中涟漪的！我承认我是个很念旧的人....


昨天偷偷加了“她”进我的msn .... 今天小小谈了一会儿 . . . 隐约透露恋爱的喜悦...


说实话真的替“她”高兴！有个男生深爱着“她”....在此深深的祝福“你们”!


有情人终成眷属! 要幸福 ! ! !








“她”





小学时代很要好的女生...











"她"





算是青梅竹马 ....











"她"





名叫：

郭美琪....

Rado Young Design~

YEA~! Finally DONE My ONE MALAYSIA FLYING LOGO!!! Woohoo~~! ! !
And dare dare submit to the Rado Young Design ... XD
The animation catergory, some of the animations are not bad too ~ I think no chances ~ aiya, I just submit for fun .... =D
My entry is here ~ http://www.radoyoungdesignprize.com.my/entries/view/459
I'm the 459th contestants... 459.. 459 ... lol~ Weird number ever ... XD

So?! What next plan? Delete all data ....!!!!
It's almost took my 30GB ++ in my computer ...
2 Assignments~ Total less than 1 minutes animation assignment data like frames/demo/psd/textures took almost 50 GB ++ What the .... what???
I cant imagine when come to final animation, isit will burn my whole harddrive??? xS


Next goal : Scuplture and Advance Modeling ... But I wanna try character rigging and animate ... Hmm... that's y I said busy holiday ... =(

One Malaysia Flying Logo

Besides doing some improvement of my Advance Modelling Reel , I'm also redirect my last assignment flying logo_One Malaysia.
Duel to my first version was uncomplete, therefore have to continue until fully reach my concept and expection.

The Original ED2 Submission.

Improvements ...

Lines with alpha transpanrency.

Messing with lines and glowing ...


Spent a lot of time figuring the work flow and function of Adobe After Effect . . . It's a powerful software but start from batch DAN092, no learning motion graphic
(For Me ~I think "Motion Graphic" is equal to Introduction of AE , and I'm quite wondering, next sem we only Start to learn AE ??? Some more it's " Compositing " ! ! ! ! ? Advance of After Effect· · · · ? Oh my~ ~ )

IMPROVEMENT! IMPROVEMENT!

Currently still doing some improvement of my Advance Modelling Reel aka Horus·Son of Osiris~

Some Costume Design Reference ~





Contain my own design of pattern and texture ... UV! UV! =="

Trying & figuring on making 3D Stereoscopic Image~ 3D! 3D!!! =D

p/s : Must wear 3D spectacle to see it...

Experience The World of Blogger

Still Figuring...