忙盲茫....

忙! 忙! 忙~! 有时真的不知道自己到底在忙什么？为了什么而忙？为了忙而忙？
或许真的为了忘记某些事而忙... 不过也“忙”了将近四年...

迈人第四年了~却还没完全把她忘记...不敢追求新的对象，只因还没完全放下..'
也象某个junior所说的...
"If u really like him/her, u won't be hard-hearted enough to say break up with him so easily...like playing a game of ur relationship"
”如果你真的喜欢她，你不会轻易说分就分...“

我也不想为了“恋爱”而“恋爱”....
这样做对女生不公平...
除了这原因之外，我找不到什么原因了...也许又回到老掉牙的原因吧？
“专心在课业上”....
Animation diploma 课程第二年了！还没有自己最满意的代表作...
有时更觉得时不于我的感觉... 当年对影片制作和剪接的热诚与现在相比冷却了许多...
有外来因数的影响啦，时机啦，渐变成艺术/动画路线啦....无形中改变了初衷...
看到junior的代表作一个接一个，再看回自己........

也许真的要让自己忙，忘记所有...
更让自己早点找到突破，寻找回自己当初对影片制作的赤子之心和创造自己的个人的代表作 ！ ！ ！ ！ ！

BlackzAngel's Production E.S.T 2007-2010
*成立三周年aka失恋三周年... Hoorray!

Congratulation, anyway ....
Yours Anniversary~
November 15, 2010 * 2days after my birthday~ How nice and accurate it is ...


2011 CNY Kosas gathering ... everything is gonna be ending ...
A general and FINAL ENDING ...

Busy Hell .... T3T

Wah Wah Wah ! ! ! ! ! Too many " Ass " in my hand now !
Until nid close my facebook account.... T3T
It's still can contact me via msn and phone ....

My current Assignment Emergency Alert is level 5 .... and keep rising and rising!!!
Really scare I can't handle it all ....

Currently Projects are :
-Animation Showreel feat. English Presentation
-2D Animation feat. Flash Game
-Storyboard - Cinematic
-Short story feat. "myself"

Preparing Projects aka Final Assignments :
-Experimental Video ~
-Short Movie ~ "Hands Up" with featuring Xiao Lan

Delay Project :
-Son Of Osiris_Horus Advance Modelling Reel

Extra Projects:
+BlackzAngel Production Flying Logo
+B_Angel's Animaion Flying Logo
+JWalker Motion Graphic

In 2011, there will be two subsidaries of BlackzAngel Production -

Proudly Present :
1] B_Angel's Animation~
Mainly focus on 2D and 3D Animation video.

2] JWalker
Graphic · Motion · Design

BlackzAngel Production will only on video directing and art direction~

The Day of BREAK THROUGH FINALLY Is C.o.m.i.n.g!!!
COMING SOON IN 2011 ... Stay Tuned~

Yup~
Happy 20th birthday to Myself!!!!


Actually not very like this "Birthday" song . . . . . sound more like "break up" song .... XXX




My favourite Birthday song since I was kindergarden o^^o
Oh yea! This song almost same age with me ....

Birthday Wish?
HA~ Still that old wish :
1) Break through of artsense and editting skill
2) World Peace (wOw, such a great wish ever !!!! XD)
3) Dream come true

Okay ... that's it ~~
Happy Birthday to another Daseinian too >>>> Jeff!

Hwang Mi Hee ♥ ♥ ♥ =o^^o=

My lovely 女神~ Hwang Mi Hee !!

Actually I accidentally found her when I was in BSC ~ when I finding some portrait sketching and sport car reference....

She's a korean sport car model ~

Birthday : January 21 1982

**Isit Pisces ??? ISIT ???!?!? SCREAM!!!!!

Fall in LOVE when I first time saw her ...

I had sketched her for a period and one of my Hwang Mi Hee sketch hit KC highest sketching mark that time o^^o

My Favourite Hwang Mi Hee sketching .

She Always Perfect Match with Cars!

Why I never thought do something like this for my surrealism assignment before?See you guys~! ! ! =D

Have a series Exclusive Hwang Mi Hee + Sport Car Pictures been downloaded in my computer ...

A stress relief for me when I do my 3D assignments until bored and stucked ..... It really help ...XD

New Sem START~

Infinity Idea Is NEEDED Urgent !!!!!

A week just passed , knew all the new subjects requirements and flowing~

And Finally ~ YES!!!! Got Video Ah !!!!!

My Break Through of Video Editting is C.O.M.I.N.G .... TT

Have my K.I.V video proposal in my hand now ~ Hope really can used for my Final VFX with successful~ =D

· BlackzAngel 2011 Production · THE REFORMING

Creative Studio Associated with Short Movie
Storyboard Associated with Character Design3

WOW~ This sem really need a lots of idea/concept and storyboard .... @@
Challenging ...^^

P/S : Congratulation to Our Animation Lecturer Mr Chong Chin Yen ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Congratulation about the marriage! 10.10.10 ! What a significant ~ That's the reason of cancel our class on the first week~ =D

Memory Will Always a Memory 回忆终还是回忆...

还记得小学时候多么的无忧无虑.... 有很多小学时代的“死党”，当中有男生也有女生....


在众多小学要好的女生当中... “她” 依旧在我心当中占了很大的位置....





印象中，好像二年纪就认识了！当时的我真是顽皮透顶~（在七月的小学聚会里，他们也是这样说....）没什么要好的朋友，当中就对“她”有莫名的好感.. **也许这就是所谓的“一见钟情”吧？对她伸出友好之手但好像不受理会哦...还写了蛮多类型“情书”/ “贺年片”的东西.... 隐隐约约有什么“年年有余”的祝贺？哈哈！


之后和“她”渐渐成为好友，也许是一起上过几年的语文进修班吧？调皮捣蛋的我依旧爱捉弄别人，“她”也不例外...常常因为太过分而不理睬我...但向“她”道歉之后依旧和好如初....





“她”的生日~ 13/3/1990 ：双鱼座 ...





我的生日~13/11/1990：天蝎座 ...





据说这两个的星座是决配哦！难怪“她”对我有莫名的好感咯！说也蛮巧的！2月的13日和11月13日之间准准相差8个月哦！！！！我们和另一位13日生日的黄国豪还组成“13号外星人”喔~！**什么组合嘛！hahaha!


“她”生日,都会尽力送些生日卡啊,小礼物啊...最后一次好像是六年级吧？


毕业后，Form1, 还有打个电话向她祝贺哦...还记得“她”说我的声音变了...发育嘛~


Form2, 尝试想约“她”出来...可是“她”家里的电话怎么打也打不通了... 以为我和“她”之间的缘分就这样结束了....没想到....





Form5 到"阿诚' 的Add Math补习中心重遇"她"！也重遇很多小学的朋友：丽年，志鸿，子民等... "她" 变了许多, 变高了，变... 美了... “她”的出现，竟会泛起我心中的涟漪...贸然向丽年打听“她”的手提电话....传讯息....发现我们再也不是当初无所不谈了.... 叹息时间真的会坠毁一切...之后再也没和“她”讯息了....也在一次电话当机，修理之后永远失去“她”的电话......








今年，加入面子书又再次意外的找到“她”！出奇的心中的涟漪再次泛起....但发现“她”已经有了男友...心中五味杂陈...替“她”高兴另一方面也有种莫名的失落感....天啊！我到底怎么了？？？？都将近十年了！！“她”是其中一位会随时泛起我心中涟漪的！我承认我是个很念旧的人....


昨天偷偷加了“她”进我的msn .... 今天小小谈了一会儿 . . . 隐约透露恋爱的喜悦...


说实话真的替“她”高兴！有个男生深爱着“她”....在此深深的祝福“你们”!


有情人终成眷属! 要幸福 ! ! !








“她”





小学时代很要好的女生...











"她"





算是青梅竹马 ....











"她"





名叫：

郭美琪....

Rado Young Design~

YEA~! Finally DONE My ONE MALAYSIA FLYING LOGO!!! Woohoo~~! ! !
And dare dare submit to the Rado Young Design ... XD
The animation catergory, some of the animations are not bad too ~ I think no chances ~ aiya, I just submit for fun .... =D
My entry is here ~ http://www.radoyoungdesignprize.com.my/entries/view/459
I'm the 459th contestants... 459.. 459 ... lol~ Weird number ever ... XD

So?! What next plan? Delete all data ....!!!!
It's almost took my 30GB ++ in my computer ...
2 Assignments~ Total less than 1 minutes animation assignment data like frames/demo/psd/textures took almost 50 GB ++ What the .... what???
I cant imagine when come to final animation, isit will burn my whole harddrive??? xS


Next goal : Scuplture and Advance Modeling ... But I wanna try character rigging and animate ... Hmm... that's y I said busy holiday ... =(